D.E. Culpepper
A Wedding Under Midnight's Spotlight
1.
We would be married in the middle of the night:
just the two of us and the exchanging
of cheap silver rings in the street’s light.
2.
The night would begin as a normal Saturday:
drinks aplenty, loud music, your hand on my back.
When we get sick of the noise of the busy bar,
we’d stumble out onto the sidewalk
hand-in-hand. A ringing in our ears,
a quiver in our legs,
drunken heads filled with love.
3.
You’d find the rings in a gumball machine
of a 24-hour convenience store
and bring them to me, giddy like a child.
They’d be as light as the fifty cents
you'd use to buy them.
4.
When you’d ask me to marry you,
it would sound like a revelation.
As if you’d just realized it was possible,
as if you’d been enlightened.
5.
Perhaps there’s something to be said about the thought
put into a marriage. Perhaps there’s nothing
more important to a drunk man
than the light in his lover’s eyes.
6.
Maybe my answer would only come
from the buzzing in my head, but I’d say yes.
We’d be illuminated only by the light
of a streetlamp, a spotlight
on the exchanging of vows.
7.
I’d say something about how you are
the light of my life.
You’d say something equally cliché:
maybe call me as sweet as the sugar
in our kitchen cabinet.
8.
We’d kiss there, in the street,
and I’d feel as though I was lifted off my feet.
We’d start to walk, and I’d start to believe
that, maybe, marriage was light work.
Maybe, all it really takes is two quarters
and a sleepless hope for love to carry on.
9.
You’d even skip half the way there,
light on your feet,
too fast for me to keep up.
10.
Maybe I’d worry in my head, on the way home,
about what my parents might say the next day:
when they realize that their son married
a man in the middle of the night,
with no one to bear witness except
the raccoons in the alleyways.
But even those worries would not be able
to disturb the moment. They wouldn’t be enough
to keep me from marrying you, anyways.
11.
When we’d return to the dark of our apartment,
I’d open the curtains so we could bathe
in the moonlight. We’d slip away into sleep:
entangled, stupid, pending a headache.
12.
Maybe, in the eyes of the law, we wouldn’t truly be
married. Not yet, at least, not ’til the morning
light peeked through our windows, ’til the courts
heard us swear that we’d be together always.
But in that moment, under the lights,
there’d not be a single person that could
convince me that we weren’t
one.
D.E. Culpepper
D.E. Culpepper is a senior at SIUE. He is currently pursuing a BA in Philosophy and hopes to pursue graduate work in Classics. He has a cat, Princess Diana, who he is sure will live until she is 30 years old.